When?
When did I lose my influence even to my special persons? The world is not special for me anymore. I could make our world with particular people and we were able to enjoy the time that will never be again. Now, however, social systems or structure make my friends and my special persons, it includes my girlfriend no one can be substitute for, common and change altogether. I can’t stand it! I don’t want to just see it! So I want to know the world, complex society. This is my energy to study and know the things. I believe that sometime I can get influence again and we able to be smile from the bottom of our heart.